I have been thinking a lot today about someone from my past who I thought could have made a good friend. We hadn't seen each other in a while and a few months back decided to meet up. It was sooo awkward and I tried to make it bit more comfortable by being my goofy self. He however, continued to make me feel horrible for not keeping in touch with him, and making me feel guilty for not wanting to go out with him when we were hanging out.
It is so hard to be on the otherside of things sometimes. I didn't have feelings for this person and they continued to push the issue. He tried so hard and even made me a CD with a love song on it. I honestly did break his heart, but not intentionally. I thought he was a good guy however, I chose another person at the time to be with. Eventually as time went on he got a girlfriend and I was living the single life. I thought that he was happy and we even met up a few times. It then went a almost a year until I last saw him a month or so ago. After we got together he wrote me an email and he made me feel horrible. Basically telling me that I am the reason that we haven't kept in touch. Whatever!! I wrote him back and told me him what a moron he was being (OK I didn't use that exact word..but I wanted to).
He works with my mother and since this email he has not spoken to her either. My mother actually mentioned something to me the other day about this person not speaking to her anymore. My mother said that she asked him if he didn't like her anymore. I told my mother it was my fault!! lol
I have a few things this person has given me laying around the house. While cleaning today, I was trying to figure out what to do with them. I have no ill feelings towards this person, but do I get rid of these things because he thinks I am the devil???? I will let you know what I decide to do!
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