Anyway, last night I couldn't sleep and I was reading a book in bed. For some reason I glanced over to the book shelf that is directly next to the bed and found a journal with dates that started 10/3/97....that's right 11 years ago! So what do I do? I pick up the journal and start reading. OMG. I couldn't stop! After reading several entries and laughing at the fact that my writing and my personality really haven't changed that much in 11 years, I discovered that this was a continuation, there was a part one somewhere. So at 1AM I got up, looked around and found the part 1. I also found a journal that was dated 2002-2003 and had only 3 entries (but they all had to do with a certain someone that I "dated" and that ruined my life. So...I went ahead and read them....what was I thinking back then..haha..I obviously wasn't.
I know there has to be another journal around my room somewhere as well, because I couldn't find many entries that I remember writing in the ones that I did find. Maybe I will look around tonight for the other one.
But like I said I am exactly the same as I was back in the day:
1. I was still totally embarrassed that I blushed, or rather, turned candy apple red.
2. I was obsessed with trying to lose weight (umm..back then I was about 40 lbs lighter than today, so I am not sure what I was thinking!!)
3. I was a complete stress ball (yup, that has not changed).
4. I still hung out with many of the same people I hang out with today (strange, except for the my awesome college friends, but I hadn't met you guys yet!!).
5. Every night I say that I don't want to go to work, every night back then I said I didn't want to go to school..haha.
I can't believe I had the motivation to write in a journal almost every day back then. I can't get myself to write in my blog even close to that!
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